February 2012
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epiphany
people haven’t been walking out of my life
ive been pushing them away.
and the ones who cared enough to stay
are still here.
everyone else gave up.
its not them.
its me.
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thoughts
sometimes i think im the only person that has so many random thoughts at once.
and i guess i write to let them out
so i dont go crazy.
i wish everyone had a way of letting the crazy out
or wasnt so scared too.
thats how people destroy themselves.
i didnt have a chance to let it out
but the hardest thing for me to do is hang out with my younger brother.
reminds me of our childhood that i try so hard everyday to forget.
but i realize that for once in my life i need to stop being selfish.
he needs me.
so im trying to fight this battle.
for him.
side note. i feel old when i come to these realizations and actually make the right decision.
i could start a whole blog
about my complaints. and rants. about everything that bothers me about people.
i dont get it. i dont get them.
its not me. its them.
and when she woke
the world had completely changed.
all she wanted
was to understand.
and be understood.
is it really that difficult? -_-
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i wanna start a series about contradictions
like how the later it gets the clearer things seem and the fuzzier at the same time
i hate when i want to write something beautiful and i cant.
id like to think that words are the clearest way to express yourself
but i guess when youre not clear about yourself, how are you suppose to be able to express that?
i just wonder what it is that clicks in our minds from when we are so sure of ourselves, to those moments where we’ve never been so unsure.
and we’ll say...
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“get you dancin’ with the devil…(;”
– “Wicked Games” The Weeknd
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and there she stood
in the middle of that empty street
blank stare
cold face,
screaming on the inside
silent on the out.
no one was awake
or crazy enough to be.
she was completely surrounded
yet all alone.
it was always the contradictions of life
that got to her the most.
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if...
you push someone away…and they accept it…what does that mean?
